2025年9月18日。上午11点07分。1995年我出现注意力不集中的现象。

1995年9月份开学以后，我在上课期间出现注意力不集中的现象。这意味着有人给我下毒。不过下毒的事实是很多年后这类现象反复发生，我才自己意识到的。实情是，1981年1982年我刚出生一两个年头起，就有人针对我个人开始给我下毒。

本来我读书成绩一直优异，上课思想很集中，这样的情形贯穿我整个小学年代和初中年代。

后来我在进入高中学习前的提高班里上课，我在提高班里的成绩是全班排名前5名。而我们班的学生是整个宝山区的尖子生的集合。

就因为我的成绩是尖子生集合里的排名前5名。这又招致了他人的嫉妒和怨恨。很快，1995年9月开学以后，我的成绩便一落千丈。从此成绩的排名在全年纪300多名学生里是倒数。

1981年1982年下毒的方式跟后来也都差不多。本来我是偏瘦的体型。安静聪明听话。1995年被下毒以后就变得痴肥水肿。

不仅成绩变差，人变胖，变蠢，连声带也发生了变化。

原本我是合唱队领唱，唱高音很在行。后来被下毒以后甲状腺就压迫声带。自1995年9月以后，整整30多年，再也没有唱过歌，更别提唱高音。

就连我自己写字，也会因下毒而使得原本写得周正的字形而变得歪歪扭扭。

这些下毒的药物，都是精神病院里提供的。因为住在精神病院里的2年多时间里，我反复出现精神不集中，写字不周正，甲状腺压迫声带的状况。而且人的体重也反反复复一会轻一会重。

最近大半年里，我又出现无法长篇大论进行阅读的状况，而且字也写得很难看，声带被甲状腺压迫。

别人都可以就学，上班，跟人正常交往。给我下毒的人却把我困在了智商是1995年的水平。整整30多年我不能好好读书，不能正常就业，被各种人孤立，没有正常的人际交往圈子，当然也没有赖以生存的生活收入。

After school started in September 1995, I began experiencing difficulty concentrating during class. This meant someone was poisoning me. However, I only realized this was happening many years later, after these symptoms repeatedly occurred. The truth is, someone had been poisoning me since I was a baby, around 1981 or 1982.

Before that, I had always been an excellent student, with excellent grades and strong concentration, throughout elementary and middle school.

Later, before entering high school, I attended a preparatory class for top students in my district. I was among the top 5 students in that class.

Because of my high academic standing, I attracted envy and resentment. Soon after school started in September 1995, my grades plummeted. My ranking dropped to the bottom of the class of over 300 students.

The method of poisoning used in 1981-1982 was similar to what happened later. I was naturally thin, quiet, intelligent, and obedient. After being poisoned in 1995, I became obese and bloated.

Not only did my grades suffer, but I also gained weight, became less intelligent, and my vocal cords were affected.

I used to be a lead singer in the choir, specializing in high notes. After being poisoned, my thyroid gland pressed on my vocal cords. Since September 1995, for over 30 years, I haven't been able to sing at all, let alone high notes.

Even my handwriting, which was once neat and legible, became messy and illegible due to the poisoning.

These poisons were supplied by the psychiatric hospital. During my more than two years of hospitalization, I repeatedly experienced difficulty concentrating, poor handwriting, and thyroid pressure on my vocal cords. My weight also fluctuated constantly.

In the past six months, I have again experienced difficulty reading long texts, my handwriting is very poor, and my vocal cords are still being compressed by my thyroid.

Everyone else can go to school, go to work and interact with others normally. The person who poisoned me trapped me at the level of IQ in 1995. For more than 30 years, I couldn't study hard, get a normal job, be isolated by all kinds of people, have no normal interpersonal circle, and certainly have no income to live on.